Just To See You Smile

Horses are a powerful majestic creature. They can have an overwhelming affect on you. For a very long time I rejected the horse life style. I didn't want to have anything todo with the horse. Now here I am and they are my life. The affect they can have on your spirit is incredible. When I want to go fast I can count on Lacy to run free with me. I know I can always count on Lacy and Lani to make my day better. Today I felt both of my parents there with me. This brought a sense of peace in my soul. It was amazing to feel like there is a light at the end of the tunnel again. I was able to figure out how to love my parents and be okay with their choices even if I wish they would have made different ones. And for the first time in a long time I smiled a real smile. Lacy was able to bring that out in me today. No matter what it's going to be okay and I know I can always connect with my parents while I ride.